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Nature of Reality

by G'ODD

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1.
TAKE U DOWN 04:05
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TAKE U DOWN End of a road never meant to be trod House has a sign says, “beware of G’Odd” Let yourself in, but not by the door Fist through the glass, then, confess you’re a bore Darkness is a place let me give you the tour Come to find out can’t take anymore Much to your anguish, yet brings me no glee Came too close, now, I’ll take you down with me Flying so true I’m the Hindenburg I’m the Titanic and there’s an iceberg Pilot this ship through an asteroid field Never do I stop never do I yield Ejection seat has long since been spent Couldn’t even tell you where that thing coulda’ went Warning lights are all smashed out No beeping when I back up but hear me shout No chance to rest no way to heal Try to turn away but there’s no steering wheel Mystery and danger I’ve begun to reveal Gotta bring you down, before you truly feel Begging and pleading want out of this deal Cleary unmoved by your every appeal Last chance to turn back, now, flee boy flee Not made for this trip so you can’t come with me Show you these sights that you’ll never unsee One step closer and I’ll take you down with me Prepared to understand what it means to truly be? Warned you already that I’ll take you down with me Nothing held back, yo, free boy free Made for this trip or you can’t come with me Learning the nature of the true reality Say it like you mean it or I’ll take you down with me Show you these sights that you’ll never unsee One step closer and I’ll take you down with me No saving face when you face reality Learn your lessons now or you’re going down with me Deposit required to repatriate remains Please die in a manner that doesn’t leave stains Stand in front of a firing squad Spit in their face and curse your god Starving yourself ‘til your lean and mean Let your neck rest in the guillotine No safe words no bets to hedge Teeter along on a slippery ledge Submit yourself to burdens mere mortals can’t bare Savor the moment when you dwell in despair Can’t strap yourself in ‘cuz there’ no seatbelt Know the crash is coming most alive you felt Follow my trails the last thing you see Before you find out that I took you down with me Last chance to turn back, now, flee boy flee Not made for this trip so you can’t come with me Show you these sights that you’ll never unsee One step closer and I’ll take you down with me Learning the nature of the true reality Say it like you mean it or I’ll take you down with me How far did you really think to go? Showing you the depths that you couldn’t ever know Thinking your down, but you’re really not up Sure to be poison can’t drink from this cup When pushed just a touch so quickly to break Learn to survive in the mess that you make Discover aftershocks can be worse than the quake It’s a disaster that now you gotta’ own Find a tornado in the eye of a cyclone Not a single hint of sympathy from me Told you up front that you’re going down with me It’s too late can’t flee, boy, flee Couldn’t learn your lesson now you’re going down with me What was the sight that you’ll never unsee? Only a glimpse of the true reality Got a fair shot and refused to be free Came too close so I took you down with me Lost your grip wasn’t made for this trip And the last words that drip from your lip You’ll say, that I took you down with me
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WEAPONIZED INSECURITY radio edit 05:18
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WEAPONIZED INSECURITY Weaponized insecurity, try that trick on me Counterproductive, can’t you see? Won’t get the effect you’re looking for Shown the door If you think that you’re a sheriff, better call up all your deputies Nothing bout your code of conduct I’m looking to appease Not falling to my knees Never chase me outta’ town when rounding up the posse do a favor for most any man unless he askin’ bossy not providing adulation in which you can bask taken to task then hide behind a tough guy mask or get your courage from a flask wonder what my deal Is? only reason that I’m seeing, to misunderstand my being is simply you’re not brave enough to ask and your brain is working slow must of just hatched from an egg cuz you a dodo my fashion not deescalating for some male unsure, but your girl don’t need an explanation She laughing bout emasculating failures Say you need some sexual education Weaponized insecurity Got you feeling dangerous you killer bee in the end its you who’ll be the one get stung But how many go down with you who are innocent and young Before you finally see the truth and take the chance to repent When you’re gone nobody even asking where you went it’s only those two place that your kind are getting sent no blaming outcomes inescapable like dreaming of a blunt that’s vape-able Nor point finger at the demographic or your age Being such a tough guy not the reason for that cage You weren’t slingin’ paying back some snitch you had to stab You were thinking big and smokin’ dabs, talked your way onto a slab You retriever like a Labrador, all bad ass façade is for Picking up the things you heard, mouthful feathers from a bird Drop it at your master’s feet, and hope you’re fed under the seat better lay low if you wanna pick up the last scrap getting chained up round the back instead of lying on his lap not going hard, running a pack or posting up all in the trap only ones who talk like that, it’s how you know they’re full of crap try to sell that tough guy act but the only people buying can’t afford what they sought same as you can’t muster one original thought and even after all that rah rah rah your, weak perspective wasn’t really bought I have assessed, unimpressed that’s the point for how I’m dressed if you the smartest person, then you need to find a better room Me, I’m in a cheap hotel with Octagon and Dr Doom eating bowl of cereal laced with gOD knows what Wishing that your kind were born with mouths that only shut, And never open, like the best among us open up our minds If your content to never know what makes a real man, I guess it not my problem, fine But don’t pretend between the two of us you’re the one who got a spine just a scared little boy, and I say that without joy, Not Because I’m looking be superior or getting graded by comparison to you It’s the matter of collateral damage your disposition tend to pursue not pretty to behold, but ya getting what you earn, no use offering more rationalized pity truth be told the true concern is finding out, when we learn who suffering your weaponized insecurity Weaponized Insecurity – take that old tape and eject it, that no song for me Exposing all your fears, see right through you to the tears Acting unconvincingly, pseudo masculinity Showing all your weakness with that weaponized insecurity Weaponized insecurity-nothing ‘bout you thug need steppin’ on like a bug maybe burn you up with a magnifying glass, you dropped out from the remedial PE class radiate an undeniable weakness alas always searching for some easy prey sorry buddy not today always talking ‘bout a need to fight under pretense of enforcing right every motive calculated with intention to impress about as masculine as putting on your little sister’s dress mommy didn’t love you so she threw you out the nest embarrassed by you, product of incest sympathies there, my baby bird, but no excuse for what I heard ignorantly chirp and squeak, gotta clamp down on that beak amble to the kiddie table if your able find yourself a seat waitress takes your order and you draw a number to determine in which order that you’re going to be beat round counterclockwise then repeat reverse and back again punished justly for the sin Quaker Oats and Uncle Ben, Betty Crocker ask to pass the Kool Aid flask and save room for the desert ‘cuz if you thought the main course hurt handed over to a witches’ coven save your place back of the oven family recipe that you’ll be lovin’ talkin bout you can’t be played and how your skills will never fade, while soaking in a marinade herbs and spices impossible to evade, into oily water do you wade, run your mouth bout getting paid hoist the axe sharpen the blade kebab skewers kept handily right on display constantly worried about everything you think or say who’s around and what you say, how you dressed and if you’re gay who can hear your music play, if they know your life by day virtue signaling say you taking time to pray, or helped a damsel in distress just down the way phony nurture for the young, feigning respect for the old claim to be enforcing some misguided cliché version of a code name burden you are shouldering unconvincing and dumb this invisible load always stuck in the same mode generically generated in a factory with every manufacture preset dialed into fake just some noise you make cease and desist for humanity’s sake Weaponized Insecurity – take that old tape and eject it, that no song for me Exposing all your fears, see right through you to the tears Acting unconvincingly, pseudo masculinity Showing all your weakness with that weaponized insecurity A whole other alternative find a family friend or a relative or someone deserving of the kind of respect that each and every one of us admire, and who keep the course down til the end not looking to retire and aspire put some patches on your leaking tire without ego or desire way he go you go and then from the outside to the in copy copy’n til when you mess it up and hit upside the head by rolling pin and don’t depend on any notion of sin or punishment in afterlife, or concerning yourself with any personal strife swear an oath never to be triflin’ or others’ being stifilin’ not punchin kicking knifing rifle’n, let ‘em up when they say when and treat your neighbor like they’s kin and all the mice like they are men and then and only then can you stop wondering how the men become true men and feel remorse for way you been and crank that nice guy stuff right up to 10 grab a paper and a pen’and write it down amen amen amen amen amen amen
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NO AWARENESS 05:22
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NO AWARENESS No good deed goes unpunished Evil is its own reward Believin’ otherwise? Belong in the psych ward Operating from a perspective you can’t afford Mommy should have choked you out with your Own umbilical cord Burned certificate of birth Sent you back to the ashes and dirt Oh, and now your feelings get hurt? Your good deeds won’t open heaven’s gate It’s an entirely different fate for which you await Your judgement is poor Nothing to do but show you the door Because you’ll never see the light Couldn’t chew through wood if you were a termite Won’t keep it hid, the only door I’m opening for you is the coffin’s lid Too late to realize anxiety and stress All this time fantasized sobriety no awareness Fantastical tales of all you accomplished And nothing less Arrogant child Lack self awareness Pounding fists on the table Demand fairness No just reward No self awareness No measuring up no comparing us lack self awareness no awareness no awareness Long time somebody finally confided The extent to which your so-called thinking is misguided Your gimmick is transparent The whole shtick is weak If it’s credibility you seek, one situation that’ll never materialize Weak in the jungle other animals will cannibalize And on the street the intelligent minority Pick up on it more than you realize By the few and smart, I’m talking about us Dumb little animals is you Flinging doodoo like a monkey as you tend to do The moral of my story is: screw you Moral is an abstract concept Got nothing to do with your time on this earth Don’t waste it Haven’t drawn your blood yet, but can already taste it Destroyed by reality ‘cuz you never faced it All that remains are your remains And the cries that echo, reflecting your pains You’re an endangered species lost in the loch, Ness No evolution no awareness Life is injustice No safe zones just unfairness Lost like a child Lack self awareness Explain how you think this game is played I could care less Dreams left defiled Lack self awareness Rejecting everything you’re expecting You just a mess Like a lost child Lack self awareness No awareness No awareness And if somehow you’ve taken notice and attention Never said for a second you’re beyond redemption Not talking terms absolute or in a manner fatalistic Turning the tide does not require The sage wisdom of some unknown mystic With dedication to what you aspire New ways are easier to acquire Than expelling the habits of past behavior that is doomed to expire There’s no wait, just start with a fresh slate, and with time you can naturally escalate awareness So hit reset on the moral compass, turn up the bass and thump with us Try to improve with the passing of time, and if it’s worth saying should come with a beat and in rhyme Aware of my proclivity to express ideas I feel the need to stress with a tone of negativity Digging deep to allow this habit to dissipate, and seek compassion to illuminate To take responsibility more and accuse less To confess my own backtracking in awareness Often, it’s most impressive to simply be nice, And it can be done without a steep price, and requires little in the way of sacrifice Just awareness Jacked by lady justice What you expecting, fairness? You weak timid and mild Lack self awareness Preach how the game is played Street could care less Can’t change your diaper Sit in your own mess Unwanted child Lack self awareness No awareness No awareness Constructed from nonsense and disinformation It must then be destroyed Drop that attitude and acting annoyed Become a new man with a new game plan to be deployed Help to reveal the traps and pitfalls one must avoid Empathy and objectivity kick over scenes of nativity Recognize emptiness in that manger Suspicion and accusation are themselves the danger Embrace one another instead of the ideals that seek to turn the vulnerable against each other Create guidelines from knowledge innate Standards for fairness Discuss with those around Find common ground and coalesce React without accusation when one Starts to digress Help them back to the path Fine tune awareness Use respect and decency like currency Listen and extend courtesy Hold yourself to rules you claim to profess Maintain open minded ness and awareness Your awareness Self awareness
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NATURE OF REALITY 04:57
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NATURE OF REALITY Resist the urge to question Shy away from the fight In the hesitation Miss the chance for the light Conclusions get made from a fall pretense Shortcomings stem from each and every sense Destined to arrive at another dead end Waste the little time, that we’re given to spend Creeping sensation that there’s surely something more Looking out the window never knew it was a door On a trajectory doomed to be lost Condemned forever paying the ultimate cost No intention to be harsh lest my words seem terse Never claim your place in this universe Time moves forward then jumps back so when Call it déjà vu after seeing it again Misconception of the brain as you try to comprehend Clear the false notions from your path my friend Things seem much different than they truly be Thus is the nature of reality Simply can’t trust everything that you see Til you know the nature of reality Things never seem exactly how they be Such is the nature of reality Searching for peace and tranquility? Find the true nature of reality Simply can’t trust everything that you see Til you know the nature of reality Things never seem exactly how they be Such is the nature of reality Searching for peace and tranquility? Find the true nature of reality Avoid breaking point, but needing to bend Interpret messages as your mind tends to send Dimensions that describe the known time and space Subjective in nature that’s a fact that we must face Denying it is lazy and simply a waste Of the opportunity to get a first taste Then a change is felt right down to the core Every inclination is to seek out so much more Tell me what I am and why am I hear “You already know, and the proof is very near!” It’s no mystery, not a secret code Recalibrate the mind to purify its mode Silence that noise and finally let go Nature of reality, now it’s time to know Time moves forward then jumps back so when Call it déjà vu after seeing it again Misconception of the brain as you try to comprehend Clear the false notions from your path my friend Things seem much different than they truly be Thus is the nature of reality Simply can’t trust everything that you see Til you know the nature of reality Things never seem exactly how they be Such is the nature of reality Searching for peace and tranquility? Find the true nature of reality Simply can’t trust everything that you see Til you know the nature of reality Things never seem exactly how they be Such is the nature of reality Searching for peace and tranquility? Find the true nature of reality Life is just a fling and it’s merely a tryst Taken by itself leaving so much to be missed Utilizing dormant areas, locations in the brain With a few notions that most would call insane Find it exhausting all the effort it took Then rubbing the eyes and have another look Without expectation and free of all the fear Knowing who you are and the reason why you’re here Confronted by infinity of time and space Comfort in finding that you’ve carved out a place Stop the resistance and begin to immerse Find yourself at home in the universe Everything takes on familiarity All becomes equal, no disparity From the confusion is born a clarity Nothing confining very being is free Discover existence as it’s meant to be Enlightenment upon you now don’t you see?
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QUICKSAND LAND 04:24
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QUICKSAND LAND Living in a Quicksand Land Futility, the flame is fanned Living in a Quicksand Land It’s like fate just waves the hand Only fall when it’s time to stand Debilitating: makes for useless prison It is not the same as giving up But like drinking from a leaking cup That’s enough you not that tough Need some contact with human kindness Stop those searing eyes craving blindness For a few hours just to feel human Traded for the more time you’ll need exumin’ Breaks you down grinds you to dust You’ll try again because you must Then the next day, same obstacles, same thing No bell get ding, you sling no bling It seems like the best bet is sitting still And that’s when you fall ill Challenged even by the common cold At that point it’s like it’s time, just fold Living in a quicksand land Swallows any thing I plan Living in a quicksand land Makes boy from man, I cannot plan Living in the quicksand land Frustration more than I can stand Stuck here in the quicksand land Futility the flame is fanned Like an hourglass that’s packed full with sand Sinking faster reaching out one hand Struggling only makes it worse Outstretched, clawing at vines and curse Facing those who might help feels sometimes worse Than going without, so end up shutting them out End up on outs don’t know what that feud’s about At what distance does absence make the heart grow fonder And how much time for an abscess to heal and bleach that hair blonder The daily scheme of which you ponder Think you recognize someone just over yonder Your stuck on the same trip a lost cause Rebel teddy bear that without his paws Take a bow on stage to no applause Living in a quicksand land Swallows any thing I plan Living in a quicksand land Makes boy from man, I cannot plan Living in the quicksand land Frustration more than I can stand Stuck here in the quicksand land Futility the flame is fanned Sinking in the quicksand land So much more that you can stand Duct tape all down her neck’s nape Applied by consent, no attempt at rape She said you’re like an ape in good shape You get irate when you can’t mate And if she irritated, leave you ventilated Left in a state don’t fill your plate never satiate or player hate It’s a hater’s fate You’ll be tape bait Know what await for this endearing trait Rip and tear the grip on bed posts and night stands Wound round wrists and hands Got your grip That was your tip as your chattering lip felt that nip Wait one whip to strip and sip Sangre de drip Sadistically penetrate in you slip And again fall like a black shawl Why stall when you’re going to the crystal ball That’s the key word, make it bearable But leaves you tear-able, not so terrible? That’s a matter of opinion, or so you think Kinda like whether or not you really stink Drooling into the restroom sink Bearable easily can become regrettable The same way it’s irrefutable, there’s no life in a cubicle Hang up on nails, think you’re cute-ical In all matters disputable, blow up doll you inflatable Un-mate-able? Don’t blow up doll, I don’t hate, Not necessarily innate, I’m simply unable always welcome at my table She said it’s in BC powder and Icy hot I must invest and if I’m too cheap Then simply get a good night’s sleep, wake up fully rested More like the barred shards to give me power, and a bullet proof vest A motion detector to go beep beep while we go at it in the shower Until you’ve been bested Upon these matters she could not be pressed So I said that’s it circle the wagons we’re moving out west We’ll mark the trail with our tramp stamps and when we get Cramps we’ll stop to set up camps, Find new drinking buddies and sources of monies In the light shown from our lamps, we’ll illuminate LA Playboy bunnies and keep them damp Do the math, in order to avoid the path’s wrath We’ll wheel and deal and when all else fails Then steal If that doesn’t fill our pails we’ll hit international waters to hunt whales On the high seas, chewing Flinstone vitamins to stay clear of disease Sea sick when the deck goes topsy turvy, needing dentures while recovering From scurvy And all this trouble ‘cuz you won’t take me to the shower and let me get all pervy Living in a Quicksand Land Futility, the flame is fanned Living in a Quicksand Land Living in a quicksand land Makes boy from man, you can ot plan Stuck here in the quicksand land Frustration that no man can stand Sinking in the quicksand land
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MY HYPE 03:46
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MY HYPE My hype is like a crack pipe My hype is like a crack pipe Hype is so outta reach Soak me in some Clorox bleach The kinda hype they can not teach Rhyming just my way to preach My hype’ll make you roll the bowl My hype is gonna make you whole Birds of a feather and they flocking together Flock that won’t dissipate Now matter how we migrate Sound of this hype irresistible, it resonate Never rhetorical This hype is so Downright historical Break it on down if you’re the type analytical My hype is like some fentanyl Get you hooked and kill y’all Hype like a pill classified as a downer, but take even most cast out of a frowner Bring him to a place where he never again has cause for ill Mind be right and the flutters of the heart still Doesn’t have to pay never gets a bill cause and effect no square can detect Craving liberation, Got just the hype to spike you libation My hype is like a crucifix Running with the martyr cliques Taipei calling in scene report from the east Broken down for me all piece by piece calling my hype the hype that never cease In inland of New Zealand coast to coast Saying my hype the hype they dig the most On island north and island south Hang on every word come outta my mouth Istanbul underestimate my pull Never come the day that I get dull Constantinople, dystopia elope with ya Ask which hype they backing On the Bosporus they for us My hype is like a crack pipe My hype is like a crack pipe My hype is like some fentanyl Get you hooked and kill y’all Fill’n up a page with style that is destined to become the latest rage In lands near to here and those from far, afar A new breed of people from uncharted territories select me as their star Regardless if the message come down through the sea Rerouted through space or is heard by only me Here to deliver artistic deviation finally lives up to the expectation of this new breed, who won’t be satisfied ‘til someone delivers exactly what they need They can hold it on high and to the freakiest of standards that apply mainstream questioning the process, ask why banging their heads on the wall, “Yo, please make it stop!” Then, we double down, take it from the top, ‘til finally we got a hit r to drop My hype is like a crack pipe My hype is like a crack pipe My hype is like a crack pipe My hype is like a crack pipe My hype is so dope right down to the isotope, My hype is so dope you’ll need therapy just to cope. My hype’ll leave you in daze If that what it takes to make you change those ways Weakness in the man who craves to obey, Tell me for real, feel the hype or don’t stay Never ever breed and hesitate to wed, Take the path of reason ‘long with G’Odd instead
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DESPAIR 04:57
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DESPAIR Finally, the chance to speak to one of good sense Oppose me on these grounds, there’s no defense Even my bride was unmoved by logic, and blind to pure reason Oh my dead reader, share my outrage for this treason Couldn’t talk to her let alone debate her But I sense your agreement with I, your humble narrator In times of trouble life can trap you in a bind Keeping one eye to the ground never knowing what you’ll find From a meager bank note, to a help wanted sign No discovery could be nearly fortunate as mine Even I considered, maybe an illusion, some image that was conjured by drink But being of sound mind, examined closer, beginning to think Don’t call him doppelganger and he’s not my evil twin Possibly we’re not even two different men Not sure where he ends or where I begin Only explanation I was born again Didn’t have to search nor scour the earth walked past and knew separated at birth Surely must have met inside of the womb For one of us it’s after-life the other gets doom Don’t call him doppelganger and he’s not my evil twin One life between two identical men That one of us must parish justifiable and fair For the greater good alleviate despair alleviate despair Most minute detail had to be right Training sessions last late into the night Which hand do we use, the left one or the right? Check discrepancies in the way that we write Absinth at my side, ‘til I shyly confide You share all of my secrets, there is nothing to hide With words I reveal saw his eyes open wide Eyes same as mine, my reflection inside Ask our similarities, too many to list Can’t find differences right down to our fists Bless the day I found him been inseparable since Touch him and I’ll kill you it’d be self defense Then came the day Time to take him out and put him on display From the corner spot to the place down the way Only imagine what people will say And the best part is he seems to obey Looks like he’s come and be here to stay Open up the game, finally get a chance to play One day we’re chatting here over a beer At the next moment I’m gone disappear But right now, I look in the mirror Depth of performance remarkable site for one to behold Make it so convincing almost have myself sold Seemed a fantasy all that time before he Came to complete my masterpiece story But perfection of the process makes it easier to lie The best day of my life will be the I die Death is not a window, for some it’s a door Yet in my case exit leads to so much more Pure freedom is escaping those who sought to hold me down Only way out of this god damn town My plan so ingenious that it seems almost unfair Reward for past transgression and payback for despair if regret starts to show ask forgiveness to him Brzy Nashkladno and dequim Don’t call him doppelganger and he’s not my evil twin possibly we’re not even two different men Not sure where he ends or where I begin Only explanation I was born again Didn’t have to search nor scour the earth Simply walked up him separated at birth Surely must have met inside of the womb For one of us it’s after-life the other gets doom Don’t call him doppelganger and he’s not my evil twin One life between two identical men That one of us must parish justifiable and fair For the greater good alleviate despair my tale winds down, beg you see any crime embellishment splashed- alliteration and rhyme unsurprisingly, I suppose, an appropriate time Authorities gather round the outside of this barn reputation proceeding me, I tell a good yarn Didn’t shy away from destiny I’m too bold to hide Make my final stand on the French countryside Listen dear reader having followed me through this Masterful tale When the going gets tough, counting on you not to bail Attracted your attention and my pages held your stares Whose version to believe? cuz it’s my word ‘gainst theirs My word ‘gainst theirs just a tale of despair Hand on the bible true tale of despair If he were here, he’d say the same: just a tale of despair
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WEAPONIZED INSECURITY 06:47
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WEAPONIZED INSECURITY Weaponized insecurity, try that trick on me Counterproductive, can’t you see? Won’t get the effect you’re looking for Shown the door If you think that you’re a sheriff, better call up all your deputies Nothing bout your code of conduct I’m looking to appease Not falling to my knees Never chase me outta’ town when rounding up the posse do a favor for most any man unless he askin’ bossy not providing adulation in which you can bask taken to task then hide behind a tough guy mask or get your courage from a flask wonder what my deal Is? only reason that I’m seeing, to misunderstand my being is simply you’re not brave enough to ask and your brain is working slow must of just hatched from an egg cuz you a dodo my fashion not deescalating for some male unsure, but your girl don’t need an explanation She laughing bout emasculating failures Say you need some sexual education Weaponized insecurity Got you feeling dangerous you killer bee in the end its you who’ll be the one get stung But how many go down with you who are innocent and young Before you finally see the truth and take the chance to repent When you’re gone nobody even asking where you went it’s only those two place that your kind are getting sent no blaming outcomes inescapable like dreaming of a blunt that’s vape-able Nor point finger at the demographic or your age Being such a tough guy not the reason for that cage You weren’t slingin’ paying back some snitch you had to stab You were thinking big and smokin’ dabs, talked your way onto a slab You retriever like a Labrador, all bad ass façade is for Picking up the things you heard, mouthful feathers from a bird Drop it at your master’s feet, and hope you’re fed under the seat better lay low if you wanna pick up the last scrap getting chained up round the back instead of lying on his lap not going hard, running a pack or posting up all in the trap only ones who talk like that, it’s how you know they’re full of crap try to sell that tough guy act but the only people buying can’t afford what they sought same as you can’t muster one original thought and even after all that rah rah rah your, weak perspective wasn’t really bought I have assessed, unimpressed that’s the point for how I’m dressed if you the smartest person, then you need to find a better room Me, I’m in a cheap hotel with Octagon and Dr Doom eating bowl of cereal laced with gOD knows what Wishing that your kind were born with mouths that only shut, And never open, like the best among us open up our minds If your content to never know what makes a real man, I guess it not my problem, fine But don’t pretend between the two of us you’re the one who got a spine just a scared little boy, and I say that without joy, Not Because I’m looking be superior or getting graded by comparison to you It’s the matter of collateral damage your disposition tend to pursue not pretty to behold, but ya getting what you earn, no use offering more rationalized pity truth be told the true concern is finding out, when we learn who suffering your weaponized insecurity Weaponized Insecurity – take that old tape and eject it, that no song for me Exposing all your fears, see right through you to the tears Acting unconvincingly, pseudo masculinity Showing all your weakness with that weaponized insecurity Weaponized insecurity-nothing ‘bout you thug need steppin’ on like a bug maybe burn you up with a magnifying glass, you dropped out from the remedial PE class radiate an undeniable weakness alas always searching for some easy prey sorry buddy not today always talking ‘bout a need to fight under pretense of enforcing right every motive calculated with intention to impress about as masculine as putting on your little sister’s dress mommy didn’t love you so she threw you out the nest embarrassed by you, product of incest sympathies there, my baby bird, but no excuse for what I heard ignorantly chirp and squeak, gotta clamp down on that beak amble to the kiddie table if your able find yourself a seat waitress takes your order and you draw a number to determine in which order that you’re going to be beat round counterclockwise then repeat reverse and back again punished justly for the sin Quaker Oats and Uncle Ben, Betty Crocker ask to pass the Kool Aid flask and save room for the desert ‘cuz if you thought the main course hurt handed over to a witches’ coven save your place back of the oven family recipe that you’ll be lovin’ talkin bout you can’t be played and how your skills will never fade, while soaking in a marinade herbs and spices impossible to evade, into oily water do you wade, run your mouth bout getting paid hoist the axe sharpen the blade kebab skewers kept handily right on display constantly worried about everything you think or say who’s around and what you say, how you dressed and if you’re gay who can hear your music play, if they know your life by day virtue signaling say you taking time to pray, or helped a damsel in distress just down the way phony nurture for the young, feigning respect for the old claim to be enforcing some misguided cliché version of a code name burden you are shouldering unconvincing and dumb this invisible load always stuck in the same mode generically generated in a factory with every manufacture preset dialed into fake just some noise you make cease and desist for humanity’s sake Weaponized Insecurity – take that old tape and eject it, that no song for me Exposing all your fears, see right through you to the tears Acting unconvincingly, pseudo masculinity Showing all your weakness with that weaponized insecurity A whole other alternative find a family friend or a relative or someone deserving of the kind of respect that each and every one of us admire, and who keep the course down til the end not looking to retire and aspire put some patches on your leaking tire without ego or desire way he go you go and then from the outside to the in copy copy’n til when you mess it up and hit upside the head by rolling pin and don’t depend on any notion of sin or punishment in afterlife, or concerning yourself with any personal strife swear an oath never to be triflin’ or others’ being stifilin’ not punchin kicking knifing rifle’n, let ‘em up when they say when and treat your neighbor like they’s kin and all the mice like they are men and then and only then can you stop wondering how the men become true men and feel remorse for way you been and crank that nice guy stuff right up to 10 grab a paper and a pen’and write it down amen amen amen amen amen amen

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G’Odd
“The Nature of Reality”

1. TAKE U DOWN
2. WEAPONIZED INSECURITY
3. NO AWARENESS
4. NATURE OF REALITY
5. QUICKSAND LAND
6. MY HYPE
7. DESPAIR

Recorded at MECCA Mobile-North Little Rock, Arkansas
and
Snail Sex Dungeon- Portland, Oregon

Recorded and produced by G’Odd and sSexDd
Guitar sample (1) 5djs2Kill
Guest vocal (3) Helter Skelter
Bass (6) D. Howard

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released February 1, 2024

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